Japan

I´m not, I´m dancing with myself.



A few days ago I gave herzbruch the advise to hear some new music to get over it. Well, I did the same. I´m over it.
Now I found my ultimate Japan song, which makes me feel so free and happy. All the sorrows are gone, because I´m dancing with myself, down in Tokyo..

dumdidum...


"If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself"

Time to sweat baby!

...my friend, we thought happiness will never end.




(I just got some of the b/w pictures from Hiroshima)

After writing an email to my american friend and getting almost instantly an answer I´m feeling much better now. Her BIG HUG was exactly the thing what I needed and she gave me following thought on my way:


"The only time for happiness is the present. The future is not real and the past is gone. To obtain happiness, we have to find a way to balance ourselves so that we can enjoy the moment we are in."



The truth is sometimes so present that we can´t see it.

MY DAY:

It´s too much at the moment. 13:22

I´m sitting in roller coaster, feeling sick, knowing that I will throw up in near future, but I can´t get off.




Invitation 09:21

Today I got an invitation from one of my japanese colleagues for tomorrow evening.He will pick me up at the hotel. I can´t describe how glad I am. I have no idea about the reason and I have no idea where we go or what we do, but I´m sure it will be most interesting and exciting. waku waku doki doki.