Saturday, 12. January 2008
All I need is love
carschti, 10:38h
My head is exploding.
Today it´s grey and rainy. I slept until 8°° this morning and when I got up all my muscles and bones were aching.
I´m getting old.
Having no plans, feeling tired from the last weeks, seeing the weather and having aching muscles I decided to do nothing. That´s a lame excuse, I know.
After breakfast and doing the tests on http://www.alllooksame.com, where I terribly failed I watched the movie about the 10mph drive trough the USA on a segway. http://youtube.com/watch?v=DdR41fe9Zeg
A great movie.
This is the right start for the day. I´m full of energy. But what should I do. Go riding the bike? No. I want to do some artwork. Writing a novel? No. Paint a picture? Mhhhmmm.. No. Maybe do some photographs? No. Doing a film about doing nothing? No. So maybe I want I want to play an instrument?
Yes, my guitar that would be perfect, but where is she? Sh... Too far away.
Meanwhile my brain is working so hard. Where should I travel next? I would like to go somewhere on my bike or by a boat. Maybe down a river this summer. My daughter is too young for that. Skip the boat trip. The bike? No too young for a long distance trip. Some short trip around the corner? Maybe camping? Yes camping is fun. I could teach her how to surf. But she can´t swim. Let me think, so we will go somewhere, maybe by car, do something which does not involve deep water but some great experience. What about ...?
Instead of traveling around I could do some gardening this year to finish some of the stuff which is waiting for me since 2006. (For my excuse: I´m traveling too much to get the things done) About this thoughts I fall asleep...
Now I continue with reading the german version of Klaus Kinski "All I need is love". Great book, great artist, great language. I love the way it is written. Full of emotion. It´s a long time ago that a book affected me like this one. I´m so glad that I´m not living in the years during the war. But he also shows, like the film I´ve seen today, that I can accomplish whatever I want. But what do I want in life? I have a smart and beautiful wife, a daughter, a house and the opportunity to travel a lot. But I feel that there´s still something missing. But I can´t name it.
Today it´s grey and rainy. I slept until 8°° this morning and when I got up all my muscles and bones were aching.
I´m getting old.
Having no plans, feeling tired from the last weeks, seeing the weather and having aching muscles I decided to do nothing. That´s a lame excuse, I know.
After breakfast and doing the tests on http://www.alllooksame.com, where I terribly failed I watched the movie about the 10mph drive trough the USA on a segway. http://youtube.com/watch?v=DdR41fe9Zeg
A great movie.
This is the right start for the day. I´m full of energy. But what should I do. Go riding the bike? No. I want to do some artwork. Writing a novel? No. Paint a picture? Mhhhmmm.. No. Maybe do some photographs? No. Doing a film about doing nothing? No. So maybe I want I want to play an instrument?
Yes, my guitar that would be perfect, but where is she? Sh... Too far away.
Meanwhile my brain is working so hard. Where should I travel next? I would like to go somewhere on my bike or by a boat. Maybe down a river this summer. My daughter is too young for that. Skip the boat trip. The bike? No too young for a long distance trip. Some short trip around the corner? Maybe camping? Yes camping is fun. I could teach her how to surf. But she can´t swim. Let me think, so we will go somewhere, maybe by car, do something which does not involve deep water but some great experience. What about ...?
Instead of traveling around I could do some gardening this year to finish some of the stuff which is waiting for me since 2006. (For my excuse: I´m traveling too much to get the things done) About this thoughts I fall asleep...
Now I continue with reading the german version of Klaus Kinski "All I need is love". Great book, great artist, great language. I love the way it is written. Full of emotion. It´s a long time ago that a book affected me like this one. I´m so glad that I´m not living in the years during the war. But he also shows, like the film I´ve seen today, that I can accomplish whatever I want. But what do I want in life? I have a smart and beautiful wife, a daughter, a house and the opportunity to travel a lot. But I feel that there´s still something missing. But I can´t name it.
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